Wednesday, October 14, 2020

See Me Home

 In those moments just after twilight

A Summer’s day in the middle of Fall

Three lanky silhouettes on a basketball court

At the elementary school.

One poofy head

One smooth head

One ball cap

One headlight

Then one head light

Then more headlights in an endless growl

A guttural vibration

A motorcycle roar

I am the shark that splits them

Porch light

Snow cat

Pumpkin cat

Moon cat

You know the kind

With moons for eyes against midnight black fur

Staring at me from the shadow

Just after twilight in the middle of Fall


by nessa locke 2020

Thursday, May 28, 2020

(self destruction)

I have long held the opinion that I am ruled by  six primary counter-intuitive desires.

I want to save the world.

I want to destroy the world.

I want to conquer the world.

I want to be consumed by the world.

I want to be included in the world.

I want to abandon the world.

These seem like conflicting and lonely fantasies. Though I may often be conflicted,  I am not lonely.
And I realize at any given point in time, I could remove "the world" and replace it with something a bit less lonely.
Practically anything else as unattainable as the world.

love
money
time
literature
happiness
alaska
myself
or
you

Monday, March 30, 2020

Scrap Poetry


I demolished a book today. 
Like a regular sadist.
I did it to get the boy interested in poetry. 
We spoke of mechanics and theme and tone. 
We looked for power words and mood and proper grammatical structure. 
We pieced words and phrases together from the scraps of an old paperback my friend had given to me. (She didn't like it you see, but I might, if I gave it a try. And I tried.)
The boy and I clipped and snipped and rearranged the bits.
We stuck them onto new backgrounds and committed them to their new order with Elmer's. 
We didn't unwrite the pages. We obliterated the pages.
And now the words belong to us.
Savages, we.


My scrap poem:

There was a strange note in his voice
words of wisdom
in a grating voice
in a voice so choked with fury it was scarcely 
recognizable

So I rolled my eyes up as far as they would go and
pressed the spoon to your lips
You were like   a little bird   swallowing obediently
but never opening your   ensuing discussion

long thoughtful silence
to stir the strongest sensations, and

When I awoke, I was surrounded
Everyone began shouting at once
One of the soldiers must be a traitor.


Lyric's scrap poem:

His first words of the king
he inspected the ancient rarest of gems at 6
The point where the Bowmen of Cush ghost was willing to take Emerson's word
His poor wife had reminded of this time alone while it struck


Sunday, March 29, 2020

I Feel Fine

There is a single fly darting around my house landing in peculiar places: the ivy, the entryway rug, the photo wall.

As I was stalking it, swatter in hand, trying find the perfect moment to strike, I swear I heard my dead mother whisper in my ear, "If a fly can get in here undetected, COVID-19 won't have any problem slipping in."


I guess they don't have the six feet rule on the astral plane.